What to do…

This is nothing new to me but I asked my partner today if there was a chance an engagement could be forthcoming…..and his answer was no way. I have known about his lack of interest in marriage since we got together but it still pains me in some ways. I thought I could live without……

Family outing oppurtunity

Two weeks ago I went on a family outing to the Tasmanian Arboretum on the North West Coast. It was a a beautiful day and we had a great time. I had suggested it as I thought everyone would enjoy it and it is just a donation to get in. Lots of free space for……

Yesterday was a bad day..

Yesterday, I just had one of those days. I think it was a culmination of things but just before I went to work, all I wanted to do was sink down and cry. Things just got to me. I am currently 23 weeks pregnant and I am defiantly showing….alot! I know that I am having……

I see it!

I went for my scan yesterday. I was so nervous going in as I have had bad experiences with second scans before (learning of my miscarriages…) but yesterday, I had tears of joy as I saw little bub and my heart has never felt so full. Baby Button (as my mum has called it) is……

It’s official

  Today I am officially 12 weeks! Officially ending my first trimester! I’m not telling people on Facebook or even in person until I have my scan next week. I have decided to have the scan as part of the testing for down syndrome. Any excuse for me to have an ultrasound and see (as……

Emotional roller-coaster

I realized something yesterday while I was at work. It takes something so small to make me want to cry. I have noticed it before and made mention of it on one of my posts, Just had a moment, where my partner sent me an apology and it made me want to cry. And I’ve……

Just had a moment

Oh my golly gosh! I just had a moment! I was texting my partner just now as I’m at home and he’s at work. My daughter and I had just been to the supermarket to get some stuff and we had seen him. He’s been a bit not himself this week. And his text message……

Time for reflection

As 2018 comes to a close, I have decided to reflect on what a year I have had. I’ve hit rock bottom more times then I can count. My relationship has hit some of it’s lowest points. We have had 2 miscarriages within the space of 7 months, one of those required me to have……

Whats been happening…

Well, sorry I haven’t been as post-y as I probably should be. As I said in my previous post, Secret news on the downlow… , my partner and I are expecting (hopefully…) bub number 2 in the new year (End of July to be precise but anyhow…). Since that post I have seen the doctor……

Overcoming the Fear of Miscarriage

If you have experienced a miscarriage, how has it affected your subsequent pregnancies or desire to conceive again? This is the question posed to us on a website I found on Pinterest (I will link it down below…) and it is one that I am currently thinking about right now. This year (currently) I have……